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Lilli Manis - Writing

Letter Poems

                                   (1)
                                   Hey is that you? There in the shadow-mask
                                   darkness wrapped around the face you've come to loathe
                                   I'm not afraid of demons, monsters even if they were one
                                   the hand I'd hold to guide you out of Hell
                                   is a human one, though denial coats it like a glove
                                   Achillies was dipped in the water of the Styx
                                   and he became invincible, but you
                                   dipped in a river of lies
                                   only became confused
                                   what one you seeking here
                                   so far from your home,
                                   angel?
                                   
                                   (2)
                                   Call me Orpheus
                                   but when you did not come
                                   to head me from the underworld
                                   I came for you
                                   Call me Virgil
                                   but when you did not appear
                                   to protect me from the boatman's wrath
                                   I came for you
                                   Call me Ceres
                                   but when you did not stop me
                                   from eating the pomegranate seeds
                                   I came for you
                                   
                                   (3)
                                   I have found my breaking point
                                   please, I'm tired of running now
                                   tired of lying, of building walls
                                   and tired of pretending I'm strong
                                   what I want
                                   is a quiet place
                                   and a warm embrace
                                   a mask to ware, to hide my face
                                   now every noise is steel wool
                                   surround me with your cloak of night
                                   coccoon me in a cape of gentle song
                                   I've offered to be your sail and savior
                                   now be my refuge
                                        and my anchor
                                   
                                   (4)
                                   Devour me, shadow
                                   confine     me
                                   constrict and redefine
                                        me
                                   envelop       redesign
                                        me
                                   and hide me in lonelines until
                                   I learn to love you
                                   and the sounds of
                                   wind in my
                                   h o l l o w n e s s
                                   become a symphony
                                   that we write
                                         (together)
                                   our solo duet
                                   
                                   


June, 2007 (DYWC)

In pencil, on lined notebook paper, signed. Last part labelled "EMO".

(Published 08.31.2008 , updated 08.01.2009 )


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